Her eyes don’t light up when she hears your name anymore. She doesn’t get chills when you walk by and her heart doesn’t race when you smile at ther. You don’t get to her like you used to. You’re just a bad memory in the back of her mind. So don’t be suprised next time you make your way past her and she doesn’t even glance your way. And don’t bother trying to talk to her, you won’t get a response. She’s over fighting the same losing battle. The saddest past is that you have no one to blame but yourself. She gave you every chance you could have asked for. And you screwed up every time. Now she walks around with nothing but a smile on her face, and she laughs louder than ever before. Looks like you’ve lost her, bro.
Lul’d.
I’m tired of Binging and Purging…
It leaves me bloated and unsightly, and I don’t dare go anywhere unless it’s to..pick up more food.
Last day of this, and I’m going to force myself back into starvation. I won’t have a single calorie aside from my morning coffee.
Cigarettes, Exercise and Diet pills will be my meal all this coming week.
